Not freakin, but small pressure building.

I knew it would come eventually. Not content with having a relaxed approach to this whole shenannigan, I have decided to start getting a few decisions made so I don't have to think about them anymore. And also out of pity for my mother, who I think is starting to get a little worried that we intend to leave this all until a month before we want to actually have the wedding.

I'm one of those people who, rather than stress, gets it in to their head that by looking far and wide on the internet you are doing 'research'. Once that 'research' is done, I feel content in knowing what my options are or a broad picture of the situation. Knowing all the options makes me feel more secure that I can, in fact, make decisions. Himself would rather not know much at all and take the first option that comes along which suits his taste and/or ideas. It's actually a good partnership as I just end up showing him what seems to suit where he's coming from. If we can't agree from that pool, I start showing him more of what I've found or go around doing more 'research'. We've had a really good run with agreeing on pretty much everything that we are both looking forward to without having to actually make a decision. Decision time is upon us though, so who knows how we will go from here?