Panic stations

Oh dear. It has struck... that nagging panic that perhaps, just perhaps, this isn't as in control as it feels. Mostly I think it is how quickly all this time has passed. So many other things have come up, so many distractions, and now I am LESS THAN three months away from my wedding.

I'm convinced I won't find this 'easy' dress, and that I did the wrong thing not having the gorgeous one made I had intended to. I'm convinced I'm going to wake up and all my details will be out of control. So far this has been the low-stress affair I wanted it to be, but I think my rising fear is about to overwhelm.